for you

I remember the first day we met like it was yesterday. When you introduced yourself, I just saw you nothing special, just another cute boy. As we started talking, I began falling for you. Months later, I’ve never cared so much about anyone, ever. I don’t know what true love is since I have never experienced it. But I’m damn sure this is the closest thing I have ever been to it.


I like the part of you that isn’t afraid to say how you feel.
I like the part of you that doesn’t care what other people think about you. The part of you that keeps me coming back for more. 
The part of you that isn’t completely predictable, but yet still spontaneous at the same exact moment. 
I want the part of you that is willing to work things out, no matter how bad things get.

kamu

Oktober 2015

sebuah kota dipenuhhi asap pekat

sepekat cinta ini yang bergelut dalam dada

menatap matamu membuat seketika jantung ini berdegap kencang tak menentu..

saat tangan ini digenggam oleh tanganmu

aku merasakan sebuah kehangatan

kabut asap pekat kali ini tidak bisa mengalahkan rasaku yang pekat tentangmu

hai kamu,

yang kita dipisahkan oleh sebuah pulau dan sebuah tembok yang tidak akan pernah bisa kita runtuhkan.

rasanya aku ingin pergi ke sebuah gedung yang paling tinggi lalu meneriakkan dr atas sana

dulu, 4 tahun lalu aku berpikir aku tidak akan pernah lg mersakan rasa yg seperti ini.,.

tapi kamu,

iya kamu

kamu membuat aku kembali merasakan rasa ini

 

IF you're not the one

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?


I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with


I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?


If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?


I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I'Ve build my home with
I hope I love you all my life


I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?


'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side


I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?